Bleaghhh I feel fat! 
Super fatttt… Because I’ve been eating so much and haven’t really been gymning. Arghhh today Cliff came and I really couldn’t wake up.. Actually I woke up but since I didn’t sleep well at all, I had a headache and feel I shouldn’t work out or else I’ll feel worse after that…
Sigh, everyday been eating so much. Since last Sat dinner with a few friends at Tiong Bahru, then Sun lunch with Dix n e kids at Dan Ryans, then dinner at Crystal Jade with Daryl n LK; Tue steamboat buffet before Zhenyi leaves, Thu night for Phine’s bdae and tonight at Esmirada’s. I think I’m going to explode like the blueberry girl in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory if I don’t start exercising. BOO!! I’m contemplating if I should start digging and puking everything out… And to Lengkian: nooo I’m really not anorexic so stop throwing food on my plate and forcing me to eat!!!!!!!
School’s been crazily busy and it’s only week 4! Arghhh I need more strength physically and mentally, and capacity and wisdom! I really need help with my schoolwork mannsss.. CAP can’t afford to drop even a little bit, or else I’ll just graduate next year with a simple bachelor’s degree… No more honours, no more masters.. Not that I can’t, just that I choose not to. No point taking it up and not doing well. But then again, I think I need direction..
